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Friday, May 26th, 2006
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11:19 am - footnote
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Just a small footnote on my last post.....I just review my last few postings....as if I have had many , lol ....but I noticed that my mood lately has been on the down side.......Well. Im done....Not going to allow myself to feel that way any longer...lol.....Mind over matter?....I hope...lol
c-ya
:-)
current mood: determined
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10:08 am - roller coasters
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Hello all,
I know its been a little bit since my last entry....lots has happened since a week or so ago....my comp crashed, big thanks to J for coming through and fixing it for me. I never really realized until recently just how much this thing on my desk has become a big part of my life....I know everyone is now laughing , I mean I see everyone with the laptops, and the digital cams and I laugh and realize just how behind I really am as far as using the technology that is now available to us....Hell its funny when I am asking my 13 yr old how to use a program....last night I learned how to cut and paste...lol lol lol.....so you see just how much of an baby I actually am when it comes to the comp. stuff...but like I said I now am becoming more and more comfortable with this thing, learning exactly what it is that I have in front of me and such a useful and powerful tool it is , not to mention addicting. ( Gordon Lightfoot on the radio...awesome)
So, whats been going on with me? Well, life has seem to take it upon itself as to remind me who is in charge..lol....without going into too much detail, ( somethings better left unsaid. lol), but whoever said that life was like a roller coaster, you know, full of ups and downs (B.T.O.now playing.. " Taking Care of Business"..station is kicking ass )...was FULL OF SHIT !!
lol lol.....I mean a damm roller coaster goes up AND down....Will someone please inform me when the hell it goes UP ?........I know I am just venting..lol..but right now its just as if all things have come to a head at the same time....a bit on the overwhelming side to be honest with you.....I do thank God for those he has put in my life , near and far, that I know are always there for me.. That has always made it a bit easier to get through things...however this time sometimes even the comforting words or embrace of those near dont seem to take away the issues that worry me at the present moment.
I know that this is just "LIFE". That thats the way it is....I mean thats what I tell my girls all the time....that nobody said that life was going to be easy or fair...but it is what it is and we deal with it.....Is funny, I think actually more on the ironic side, but when I am running my crew at work and we run into something that seems insurmountable all I tell them is that " there are no problems, only solutions." I really need to step back and take in my own advise....sometimes easier said then done...but I am determined not to let this bump, (actually more like a damm hill),in the road beat me.
So I guess you can say that I have been beaten a little bit by the bully we all call life...but he hasnt kicked my ass yet.....and its not a one round bout....if you can stand the boxing analogy ...lol.....and I know that at the end....I will be the one standing...and a better person for having gone through it....at least one will hope..lol lol...
I hope all is well with everyone....I am still learning how to navigate my LJ....so plz bare with me should it seem as if I havent dropped you a line or anything....still learning user names....they dont always make sense to me..lol...so its a lot of hit and miss...you know...click on the link....and then I say....OH I KNOW THAT PERSON...lol...but Im getting there.....Once again, thanks to those of you who are always there....you know who you are...I love all of you for it.....
Take care all
PAUL
P. S.
"Midnight Train to Georgia" : G. knight and the Pips....( kola 99.9 kicking ass today..lol)
current mood:  drained
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| Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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9:53 pm - another day
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Another day down in the books. I find myself coming off an extreame high of the wedding of my two best friends in the world, back to what seems like a drab exsistence back home in Covina...I think I just put myself into a small downer today by allowing the everyday things bother me...lol...lol.. Oh well, thats life. Tomarrow a better day, one hopes...
As far as the rest of things. my sixteen yr. old, Alyssa, is getting ready to go out to Illinois for a national championship softball tourneyment..She is so excited, she was asked to go last yr. with a different team,however financially it was just not possible...big bummer for her. This yr. SHE IS GOING ! I dont care what I have to do....My 13 yr. old , Sara, is having a hissy fit because her social studies teacher gave her an A-..lol.lol..and argued with the teacher who gave her a B..( the nerve of some people).lol...she tells me she asked the teacher: " do you know what you are doing to my GPA?" ..LOL ..that made me laugh..And then there is Jessica, my 20 yr. old....Working, about to go back to school in the fall, thank God on that one.... Hard to remember that she isnt a little one anymore. She is a young strong independent woman..someone Im proud of, not that Im not proud of all my girls, but Jessica being the eldest, well thats just tough letting go, you konw what I mean?
I guess when all is said and done, and I truely think about it, I dont have it so bad..We all can just , at times, let it all get to us... Just a matter of how you look at things I guess.
Until next time.......c-ya
current mood:  blah
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| Saturday, May 13th, 2006
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10:08 am - getting back to normal
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Okay everyone....i know i dont have a pic yet or an icon...but its me....Paul....lol...you know ...that guy at Mel and J's wedding that wouldnt shut up....and stood at their place until they kicked me out on wed...lol....anyway...after that long ,yet AMAZING , week for their wedding I am finally back to life as normal...back to work ( DAMM)....right now, Iam off of my day job as an electrician, like J, but my job at Anaheim Stadium when the Angels are in town is still going on, so long as there is a baseball season, I will have a job....I THINK THATS A GOOD THING....My three daughters are ready for summer vacation, and there are six weeks left in the school year....Hell...Im ready for a vacation and I havent worked in two weeks...lol....NEVER SATISFIED...lol...okay..enough for now...just thought I would write a little something to play with the site....I know there is much more then what I have found here...but Ill get there.....pics soon to be posted so all of you can stop asking yourselves....|" WHO THE HELL IS THIS GUY ? " lol...
Until next time..
Paul
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| Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
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10:06 am - J AND MEL
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Hey you two.....Just another shout out to say...CONGRATS !!!!
I am so happy for the both of you.....
LOTS OF LOVE TO BOTH OF YOU...
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9:30 am - LONG WEEK
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Okay..so I am new to this...so everyone bare with me.......Just came off a long week....my two best friends in the world ( J and Mel ), just got married over the weekend and I am so exhausted.....here it is Wed. and Im still hung over....lol.....more on that later..but I just wanted to send a shout out to J and Mel : (CONGRATULATION U TWO......I LOVE BOTH OF YOU....)
UNTIL NEXT TIME.....
L8R
current mood: lethargic
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| Saturday, March 25th, 2006
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